And back it comes

Love & Lord O thy glory tunes
It comes back to me now
Like a slow poison

Was I like that when my mother was my world
And when my memory didn't belong to me
Is it just a game or a strange mirror of being

Now it's time when I wait
And I wait for it to come
The restlessness of my emptiness
when shall dance with lonliness

When you love..

The love I want
On face you wear
Looking eyes not me
Still love it is

The smile the spark
And desire to serve
Does it even matter
Not me not me

Love you I do
Happy you be happy
Weak jealous I am
And I will suffer

Do you have it?

The things we won't do for love
I'd climb a mountain if I had to
Risk my life so I could have you
You, you, you

What to do.. its true.
Only fools fall in love
And everybody thinks
That I'm the fool
But they don't get
Any love from you.

A cry

And I am down in a fearful dream
As she leaves me behind in her dreamy pursuit
A selfish self, thus, cries amidst chaotic leisure
As a storm seems to promise ire

Not distance but the thoughts kill
The merger of me with her lovely self
As she will grow right, and I'll move left
Painting a gap of silent moans

Let us witness the demise
Of this changing eternal time

The sting of waiting

It falls along the curves wiping the pain
The restlessness forgets what exists
A drop of tear is the gate I chose
To enter pain, and leave the fear
Not much I demand, but a chain of words
Of clarity and demand even if its an illusion

I wait. I can't I know
Words I need. I need it I know
I feel it - a bond of trust
As each moment dies without the air

Sacrifice

Feeding souls for souls
As the love becomes violent on beloved
The nature of love. Ah! Beastly, isn't it?
I love you, and I love you
I kill you for the sake of love

Let me die. Let me cry
Let me die once again
I feel the pain is more
As I am being fed to love


I am hurt. I am hurt.
 Not this way. No. Not this way.
I deserve more...

My attachment

A lonely feast

It's the time, and I am far
Far far away, deep into an unknown feast
No guests but my dreams;it's love. I feel weak
It's a celebration. Happy Birthday. Let me wish you
Muah!. Is it dry? Desire may be. The heart's not.
I am attached. No why, no how. I am attached

Let's pray for the sake of love
Let's die even if there's no luck.


Some relationships are strange. Very strange.

If you could...

There is some pain;it's a desire, burning
Nor the hands, and the smile; without you?
Listen! I wish to say. Can't you read my mind?
I am broken. It's simply love, right? Let me say it
No reality, all dream. Ok. Sad I am, isn't it?
If you could listen, I call you. I call you