The whispered declaration
Those words ring here, the three shower thy mercy
Drowning me in smiles, lifting me up in skies
Memories came alive, of us in vivid dreams
Heart says you're a liar, but what then is the truthful scream?
Wondering the moment, is it sun or the rain
The shine throughout the day, or a drizzle of pain
The moment brings joys, the hours hits me hard
Is this real, is it right, brings the thoughts & a thought
My throat is choked, but I speak to loads
For you, for me. for us, for the sake of dreams
Dreams unreal, dreams momentary are questioned now
I love this moment, but I hate this all.
Friday, September 28, 2007
Monday, September 24, 2007
An IM to her
Are you dead, or breath still holds you
Are you sick, or the 'smiles' still moulds you
Cherishing the words you 'mercied upon me
I think of you , it's not very long ago
Life unfolds itself, the games are different
Different for you and me and me and you
We must play it, in the way of our own
Difference shall remain in the space of playing zone
Still your time feel good, your thoughts dig deep
Out of the real, this heart cries for your more
Funny is the world, funny is the bond
Of a man and a woman, whom the love forgets
It exists no more, stil remains the sole truth
This was an instant message sent through yahoo messenger after a long time to an old friend with whom I had spend some good fruitful and lovely time. The following is the explanation.
1-2 [This just asks you whether you are happy with your life now, or still the same good sad gloomy days :) ]
3-4 [Pretty clear I guess, I liked what you had ADVISED me, and I always remember the talks I had with you]
5-6 [[This is just a comment on the uncertainty of life, the truth that we actually controls nothing. The second line 'you & me' and 'me and you' stresses the difference in which we see the life as and the life in general]
7-8 [This says that anyhow we have to LIVE, and though we have our own problems, joyous moments, we both have a common thing, that is LIVING]
9-10 [ This shows how I sometime miss you, your words and the next line reflects how bad I feel for the mismatch in our lives. I wish I could be with you in your time space ( or vice versa). I wish I could know you better, give you more.But that's unreal :)]
11-12 [This shows my disappointment over the kind of relationship man & woman have now. The love, my love is devoid of human body, it's in spirits, as individuals, not just sentimental and I am scared I may not find such a life partner]
13 [I feel that particular relationship is best, but it's again too uthopic in view looking at the changing cultural ( lifestyle) trends]
Are you sick, or the 'smiles' still moulds you
Cherishing the words you 'mercied upon me
I think of you , it's not very long ago
Life unfolds itself, the games are different
Different for you and me and me and you
We must play it, in the way of our own
Difference shall remain in the space of playing zone
Still your time feel good, your thoughts dig deep
Out of the real, this heart cries for your more
Funny is the world, funny is the bond
Of a man and a woman, whom the love forgets
It exists no more, stil remains the sole truth
This was an instant message sent through yahoo messenger after a long time to an old friend with whom I had spend some good fruitful and lovely time. The following is the explanation.
1-2 [This just asks you whether you are happy with your life now, or still the same good sad gloomy days :) ]
3-4 [Pretty clear I guess, I liked what you had ADVISED me, and I always remember the talks I had with you]
5-6 [[This is just a comment on the uncertainty of life, the truth that we actually controls nothing. The second line 'you & me' and 'me and you' stresses the difference in which we see the life as and the life in general]
7-8 [This says that anyhow we have to LIVE, and though we have our own problems, joyous moments, we both have a common thing, that is LIVING]
9-10 [ This shows how I sometime miss you, your words and the next line reflects how bad I feel for the mismatch in our lives. I wish I could be with you in your time space ( or vice versa). I wish I could know you better, give you more.But that's unreal :)]
11-12 [This shows my disappointment over the kind of relationship man & woman have now. The love, my love is devoid of human body, it's in spirits, as individuals, not just sentimental and I am scared I may not find such a life partner]
13 [I feel that particular relationship is best, but it's again too uthopic in view looking at the changing cultural ( lifestyle) trends]
Human attraction to human body, sparkling of human desires devoid of human spirit...ah ! I am too weak.
The Bathroom Cake
Shining skin kissed me all day
The embracing lips killed me in all ways
Your smile whetted my eyes, your eyes sucked all fame
No pride no anger no danger only fear of time
The time which is new like the new you & new me
Is the new for the better or just for the change
I hate changes though I accept them.Ah!
With tears and scars, I smile and I smile
Still not ready to die
Still not ready to run
Life is serious, but what about the fun?
Let me live, let me wait
For those who came, and those who are late
My minds stops me, the hope pulls me
This fight is tight, not now, not then
But this way, it becomes a forever delight
The Bathroom Cake
Shining skin kissed me all day
The embracing lips killed me in all ways
Your smile whetted my eyes, your eyes sucked all fame
No pride no anger no danger only fear of time
The time which is new like the new you & new me
Is the new for the better or just for the change
I hate changes though I accept them.Ah!
With tears and scars, I smile and I smile
Still not ready to die
Still not ready to run
Life is serious, but what about the fun?
Let me live, let me wait
For those who came, and those who are late
My minds stops me, the hope pulls me
This fight is tight, not now, not then
But this way, it becomes a forever delight
Friday, September 21, 2007
LOVE
Feelings are feelings... temporary, permanent, real, unreal ( source) ...... how to fight them ..they are so delicate :)....
I miss you when I sleep, miss you when awake
I think you when I walk, I feel you when I play
I call you when in need, I hurt you when in pain
The voice waits for ears, the eyes wait for eyes
As my 'thoughts' torture . your smile nutures
I grow. My heart grows. The love grows.
Not you not me but the whole divine
Sings it says it dances it, but I am deaf & blind.
Don't be scared. Don't be you.
Let Him play & play with Him.
I miss you when I sleep, miss you when awake
I think you when I walk, I feel you when I play
I call you when in need, I hurt you when in pain
The voice waits for ears, the eyes wait for eyes
As my 'thoughts' torture . your smile nutures
I grow. My heart grows. The love grows.
Not you not me but the whole divine
Sings it says it dances it, but I am deaf & blind.
Don't be scared. Don't be you.
Let Him play & play with Him.
Saturday, November 25, 2006
Silhouettes
Movement stops me. The memories dies.
The smell is gone, the taste's no more
Continuity of life. It is now unknown
Package is interesting but its not my own
They were the souls. My souls which I wore.
They died? Souls died? Or the soul is the biggest foul
Difficult it is to believe what I believe
People don't smell the same flower
People don't drink the same water
Life is learning I had been knowing
But I feel as if I have stopped growing
Have I changed or the time turned the role
From king to beggar I move. I move alone
May be the king is among beggars who knows.
I feel then life goes on in a way you'll never know.
What a Sem....I lost 3!!!!! I am not happy with you...game's going too hard on me.
The smell is gone, the taste's no more
Continuity of life. It is now unknown
Package is interesting but its not my own
They were the souls. My souls which I wore.
They died? Souls died? Or the soul is the biggest foul
Difficult it is to believe what I believe
People don't smell the same flower
People don't drink the same water
Life is learning I had been knowing
But I feel as if I have stopped growing
Have I changed or the time turned the role
From king to beggar I move. I move alone
May be the king is among beggars who knows.
I feel then life goes on in a way you'll never know.
What a Sem....I lost 3!!!!! I am not happy with you...game's going too hard on me.
Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Falling Drops
Drops you fall so light
Like a dream . A dream so bright
The course you take you know
Lucky you.I have to bow.Bow?
In the world of chains,thy shall not move
If one does,its no more bigger than a groove
I wish to be small. Small as you are
No praise. No noise. No chains
Am waiting for them. The clouds
The one pouring me down of the this game
And I will be free
And I will be falling
To not to wake up ever again
Like a dream . A dream so bright
The course you take you know
Lucky you.I have to bow.Bow?
In the world of chains,thy shall not move
If one does,its no more bigger than a groove
I wish to be small. Small as you are
No praise. No noise. No chains
Am waiting for them. The clouds
The one pouring me down of the this game
And I will be free
And I will be falling
To not to wake up ever again
Monday, October 16, 2006
The Links!
Either I am crazy... ,does the world gone wild?
The words aren't enough,have they closed their eyes?
Sounds was enough,now the looks count
The venus rocks,alas its not in my walls
Emotions flow.Flow in vain into oceans.
Oceans of pricking pain & scream
Do the currents change their course
Do the sun changes motion
The question remains where it is
Am I a current ,am I the sun?
In the yes hides the how
Brain unable to solve the knots.
The knots.The knots of love & faith.
Have I changed,am I at zero.
Need not the thought
Need not the voice
Time is the key,the unfolding tee
Lets wait and wait,the game shall start soon.
The words aren't enough,have they closed their eyes?
Sounds was enough,now the looks count
The venus rocks,alas its not in my walls
Emotions flow.Flow in vain into oceans.
Oceans of pricking pain & scream
Do the currents change their course
Do the sun changes motion
The question remains where it is
Am I a current ,am I the sun?
In the yes hides the how
Brain unable to solve the knots.
The knots.The knots of love & faith.
Have I changed,am I at zero.
Need not the thought
Need not the voice
Time is the key,the unfolding tee
Lets wait and wait,the game shall start soon.
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
The Rise
The doors are wide. The tide is here now.
The game was a life . Haa....life 's a game now.
Time played. Played very well.
People cried. Rain dried. Its my independence.
Freedom to work. Freedom to fight.
Beyond the life, I shall move.
Time for me to kill time.
Vengeance I desire.Its not you.
True not from you but from self.
With hope crying out loud
I shall rise. Rise like a sun.
Burning the prints.Prints?
The one that never existed.
Open thy eyes. Hear me.
Kiss me. Love me. Just.
Let me do what I do
Let me live in THE CITY-El Dorado.
The doors are wide. The tide is here now.
The game was a life . Haa....life 's a game now.
Time played. Played very well.
People cried. Rain dried. Its my independence.
Freedom to work. Freedom to fight.
Beyond the life, I shall move.
Time for me to kill time.
Vengeance I desire.Its not you.
True not from you but from self.
With hope crying out loud
I shall rise. Rise like a sun.
Burning the prints.Prints?
The one that never existed.
Open thy eyes. Hear me.
Kiss me. Love me. Just.
Let me do what I do
Let me live in THE CITY-El Dorado.
Sunday, October 01, 2006
The Incomplete Return
Why this happens I don't make it
If it isn't true why thy not fake it.
The one close appears further
The thoughts not pure,not true
I can see drops.Drops of water in fire
The hint of love.Love for me in her
I want her.I don't want her.
I don't need her .Not at all.
I need it. Not hi but a call?
Impossible is the thing,cruel is the time
Still.Still I wish to think her
The weather is fine, for me its killing
The sky is same,why then it isn't falling
I am a prince,you told me
Then why I crave for breathing.
--------------------------
P.S. The 4-5 is Nishi!
--------------------------
If it isn't true why thy not fake it.
The one close appears further
The thoughts not pure,not true
I can see drops.Drops of water in fire
The hint of love.Love for me in her
I want her.I don't want her.
I don't need her .Not at all.
I need it. Not hi but a call?
Impossible is the thing,cruel is the time
Still.Still I wish to think her
The weather is fine, for me its killing
The sky is same,why then it isn't falling
I am a prince,you told me
Then why I crave for breathing.
--------------------------
P.S. The 4-5 is Nishi!
--------------------------
Thursday, September 28, 2006
Alone I move
I speak.I smile. I shout
Why you cry.Why you feel dry
I blame .Yes I blame him.
Haunt me now & then.The venus.
Why can't I move right
Why can't I speak tight
Am I a dragon.Am I an empty gun
No one around me.No one beside me.
No one with me.Everyone ahead of me.
Mocking.Playing.Blaming. Ah!!!.......
Aren't am a human.Aren't am alive
Don't I have a heart.Can't I smile for a while.
I know nothing to it.I take everything of it.
World's not for me I agree
People not for me I agree
But don't make me fake
Make me to my degree.
I know.I know the choice I have.
To choose the world or christ
But I am innocent now.dumb now
I can smell yet there's no flower
I can touch yet there's no skin
I can play yet no game
Can I live a life so lame?
The pocket I have is empty
The heart I have is bleedy
The ears I have are tired
My way.My way seems to be wired
I ask you my Lord.Is this the game.
The game you play now & then.
If yes then say you don't lie
Coz I can never know why
I am blind.But I can see.
Open the world so I can be in.
Why you cry.Why you feel dry
I blame .Yes I blame him.
Haunt me now & then.The venus.
Why can't I move right
Why can't I speak tight
Am I a dragon.Am I an empty gun
No one around me.No one beside me.
No one with me.Everyone ahead of me.
Mocking.Playing.Blaming. Ah!!!.......
Aren't am a human.Aren't am alive
Don't I have a heart.Can't I smile for a while.
I know nothing to it.I take everything of it.
World's not for me I agree
People not for me I agree
But don't make me fake
Make me to my degree.
I know.I know the choice I have.
To choose the world or christ
But I am innocent now.dumb now
I can smell yet there's no flower
I can touch yet there's no skin
I can play yet no game
Can I live a life so lame?
The pocket I have is empty
The heart I have is bleedy
The ears I have are tired
My way.My way seems to be wired
I ask you my Lord.Is this the game.
The game you play now & then.
If yes then say you don't lie
Coz I can never know why
I am blind.But I can see.
Open the world so I can be in.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
Nature-caper
Play of time is known to me,yet am ignorant
Assumption is the rock.The rock that stops the flow
I find tears in the pool of smile
I see death evolved from the first breath
I see I am deaf.I cry I am set.
I shout I am high .I move but.But I lie
Mirage is what I must say.Should I ?
Solving the maze is the passion now
And fun is the nature's gestures
Just have stopped.To wait & watch
Watch the life like flow of time.
Assumption is the rock.The rock that stops the flow
I find tears in the pool of smile
I see death evolved from the first breath
I see I am deaf.I cry I am set.
I shout I am high .I move but.But I lie
Mirage is what I must say.Should I ?
Solving the maze is the passion now
And fun is the nature's gestures
Just have stopped.To wait & watch
Watch the life like flow of time.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
The way
i KNOW...the truth lies here...in me...
The importance can't be neglected as it the seen path as for now...
Keep thinking...about
people....places.....things...relationships.....existence...I know you will get an answer
Keep thinking!!!!
The importance can't be neglected as it the seen path as for now...
Keep thinking...about
people....places.....things...relationships.....existence...I know you will get an answer
Keep thinking!!!!
I love you Mom
Don't know.Read a mail.Got emotional. Hence I am writing here...
I love my mother,the only person who loves me.It may sound crude...but in the toughest definition she would be suited.
I don't know how ....why.Just she is someone I will always miss once she is not in my life.
Sometimes a cold shiver runs through my body thinking that she will not be here in a few years...
Oh....this is reality.
What can I do?.... I can make her smile....I can be what she wants of me.....I can be her SON.
I love you mother....
Ladle is your weapon when I fight in cradle
Love is the dose when am among thorns
The feeling.The feeling always remains
What will transedental do here?
The link is unknown but the touch is inherited
You have loved me, how will I do to you?
Can I?Can I be what is I am supposed to be
Mom.My Darling!.I will.A promise .
Will not let you go like the way you have been.
:*:*:*:*:*:* and yeah one thing I know
My end is in cove and my life is your love.
I love my mother,the only person who loves me.It may sound crude...but in the toughest definition she would be suited.
I don't know how ....why.Just she is someone I will always miss once she is not in my life.
Sometimes a cold shiver runs through my body thinking that she will not be here in a few years...
Oh....this is reality.
What can I do?.... I can make her smile....I can be what she wants of me.....I can be her SON.
I love you mother....
Ladle is your weapon when I fight in cradle
Love is the dose when am among thorns
The feeling.The feeling always remains
What will transedental do here?
The link is unknown but the touch is inherited
You have loved me, how will I do to you?
Can I?Can I be what is I am supposed to be
Mom.My Darling!.I will.A promise .
Will not let you go like the way you have been.
:*:*:*:*:*:* and yeah one thing I know
My end is in cove and my life is your love.
Monday, August 28, 2006
And again
Great the plans were in light
Amazing was the zeal for change
Moved I from the start first
Landed into the clone of pit
In the living mass was I stuck
Witnessed the death of rhythem
Away from the desired I am
Now.Now once again dead again
Amazing was the zeal for change
Moved I from the start first
Landed into the clone of pit
In the living mass was I stuck
Witnessed the death of rhythem
Away from the desired I am
Now.Now once again dead again
Sunday, August 20, 2006
ReD SaturDay!!
Carefree?......
Focus?..........
yes....remember the words of AVP!!!!
Move .....just move.
Yea one more thing...I got really scared today travelling in the local trains alone..
Focus?..........
yes....remember the words of AVP!!!!
Move .....just move.
Yea one more thing...I got really scared today travelling in the local trains alone..
Sunday, February 26, 2006
Ambitious
Now reading about Sabeer Bhatia has made me to think about " Ambition" .Am I ambitious.
What exactly one mean by being ambitious.It means to achieve great places in life.Not just in economic terms but in terms of popularity.
Again I think I am not ambitious and hence I am not moving a
What exactly one mean by being ambitious.It means to achieve great places in life.Not just in economic terms but in terms of popularity.
Again I think I am not ambitious and hence I am not moving a
a new thing!!!
what is this all:)
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controls.style.display = ""
contact.style.display = ""
slideshow.style.display = "none"
ShowButtons(0)
film.style.display = "none"
filmthumbs.style.display = "none"
}
}
function changeImage(x,y)
{
iImage = (iImage + vImage.length + x) % vImage.length
if (y == "notrans" || useTransitions != "yes")
{
slidemain.src = vImage[iImage]
}
else
{
slidemain.filters[0].Apply();
slidemain.filters[0].transition = 17
slidemain.src = vImage[iImage]
slidemain.filters[0].Play();
}
doResize()
}
function prevImage(x)
{
changeImage(-1,x)
}
function nextImage(x)
{
changeImage(+1,x)
}
function slideClick()
{
if (runSlidesFlag == 1)
{
runSlides()
}
nextImage("notrans")
}
function nextImageButton()
{
if (buttonsEnabled)
{
if (runSlidesFlag == 1)
{
runSlides()
}
nextImage("notrans")
}
}
function runSlidesButton()
{
if (buttonsEnabled)
{
if (runSlidesFlag == 0)
{
nextImage()
}
runSlides()
}
}
function prevImageButton()
{
if (buttonsEnabled)
{
if (runSlidesFlag == 1)
{
runSlides()
}
prevImage("notrans")
}
}
function exitButton()
{
window.parent.close()
}
function runSlides()
{
runSlidesFlag = (runSlidesFlag + 1) % 2
if (runSlidesFlag == 1)
{
runButton.src = pausePath
timeoutid = setTimeout("Ticker()", 5000)
}
else
{
clearTimeout(timeoutid)
runButton.src = playPath
}
}
function filmSelect(i)
{
iImage = i;
filmmain.src = vImage[i];
for (var j = 0 ; j < border="" border="#00b 2px solid" iimage =" i;" iimage =" i" src =" vImage[i]" onkeydown =" keyDown" 27 ="=" fullscreen ="=" 37 ="=" mode ="=" mode ="=" 39 ="=" mode ="=" mode ="=" 32 ="=" mode ="=" clientwidth =" (document.body.clientWidth" clientheight =" (document.body.clientHeight" mode ="=" cx =" cxImage[iImage]" cy =" cyImage[iImage]" cy =" cy" cx =" clientWidth" cx =" cx" cy =" clientHeight" mode ="=" width =" cx;" height =" cy;" width =" cx;" height =" cy;">
var vImage = new Array("images/Picture 037.jpg", "images/Picture 038.jpg", "images/Picture 039.jpg", "images/Picture 040.jpg", "images/Picture 041.jpg", "images/Picture 042.jpg", "images/Picture 043.jpg", "images/Picture 044.jpg", "images/Picture 045.jpg", "images/Picture 046.jpg", "images/Picture 047.jpg", "images/Picture 048.jpg", "images/Picture 049.jpg", "images/Picture 050.jpg", "images/Picture 051.jpg", "images/Picture 052.jpg", "images/Picture 053.jpg", "images/Picture 054.jpg", "images/Picture 055.jpg", "images/Picture 056.jpg", "images/Picture 057.jpg", "images/Picture 058.jpg", "images/Picture 059.jpg", "images/Picture 060.jpg", "images/Picture 061.jpg", "images/Picture 062.jpg", "images/Picture 063.jpg", "images/Picture 064.jpg", "images/Picture 065.jpg", "images/Picture 068.jpg", "images/Picture 074.avi", "images/Picture 075.avi", "images/Picture 076.avi", "images/Picture 077.avi", "images/Picture 078.avi", "images/Picture 079.avi", "images/Picture 080.avi", "images/Picture 081.avi")
var cxImage = new Array("800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","800","450","800","800","800","800")
var cyImage = new Array("600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600","600")
var vThumb = new Array("images/Picture 037.jpg", "images/Picture 038.jpg", "images/Picture 039.jpg", "images/Picture 040.jpg", "images/Picture 041.jpg", "images/Picture 042.jpg", "images/Picture 043.jpg", "images/Picture 044.jpg", "images/Picture 045.jpg", "images/Picture 046.jpg", "images/Picture 047.jpg", "images/Picture 048.jpg", "images/Picture 049.jpg", "images/Picture 050.jpg", "images/Picture 051.jpg", "images/Picture 052.jpg", "images/Picture 053.jpg", "images/Picture 054.jpg", "images/Picture 055.jpg", "images/Picture 056.jpg", "images/Picture 057.jpg", "images/Picture 058.jpg", "images/Picture 059.jpg", "images/Picture 060.jpg", "images/Picture 061.jpg", "images/Picture 062.jpg", "images/Picture 063.jpg", "images/Picture 064.jpg", "images/Picture 065.jpg", "images/Picture 068.jpg", "images/Picture 074.avi", "images/Picture 075.avi", "images/Picture 076.avi", "images/Picture 077.avi", "images/Picture 078.avi", "images/Picture 079.avi", "images/Picture 080.avi", "images/Picture 081.avi")
var cImage = 38
var controlsDisplay = ""
var useTransitions = "yes"
var imagePath = ""+"images"
var prevPath = imagePath + "/prev.gif"
var nextPath = imagePath + "/next.gif"
var playPath = imagePath + "/play.gif"
var pausePath = imagePath + "/pause.gif"
var stopPath = imagePath + "/stop.gif"
var blankPath = imagePath + "/blank.gif"
var brandingPath = imagePath + "/branding.gif"
var runSlidesFlag = 0
var iImage = 0
var Mode = "Welcome"
var controlsEnabled = 1
var buttonsEnabled = 1
var fullscreen = (window.parent != window)
var timeoutid
function loadedDoc()
{
if (!(navigator.appName == "Netscape" || navigator.appName.indexOf("Microsoft") == -1))
{
var preload = new Image
preload.src = vImage[0]
if (controlsDisplay)
{
var contactText = "
contact.innerHTML = contactText
var filmThumbsText = "
filmthumbs.innerHTML = filmThumbsText
}
filmmain.style.cursor = "hand"
slidemain.style.cursor = "hand"
welcome.style.display = "none"
forwButton.src=nextPath
runButton.src=playPath
prevButton.src=prevPath
stopButton.src=stopPath
if (fullscreen)
{
Slideshow('launch')
}
else
{
welcome2.style.display = ""
}
}
}
function Ticker()
{
if (runSlidesFlag == 1 && Mode == "Slideshow")
{
nextImage()
timeoutid = setTimeout("Ticker()", 5000)
}
}
function ShowControls(x)
{
if (controlsDisplay)
{
if (x=="Slideshow")
{
advcontrols1.style.color = "#ffffff"
advcontrols2.style.color = "#03a0fc"
advcontrols3.style.color = "#03a0fc"
}
else if (x=="Film")
{
advcontrols1.style.color = "#03a0fc"
advcontrols2.style.color = "#ffffff"
advcontrols3.style.color = "#03a0fc"
}
else if (x=="Contact")
{
advcontrols1.style.color = "#03a0fc"
advcontrols2.style.color = "#03a0fc"
advcontrols3.style.color = "#ffffff"
}
}
else
{
advcontrols.style.visibility = "hidden"
}
}
function ShowStopButton()
{
if (fullscreen)
{
stopButton.width = 32;
stopButton.style.cursor = "hand"
stopButton.style.visibility = ""
}
else
{
stopButton.width = 0;
stopButton.style.cursor = ""
stopButton.style.visibility = "hidden"
}
}
function ShowButtons(f)
{
ShowStopButton();
forwButton.filters[0].Apply();
runButton.filters[0].Apply();
prevButton.filters[0].Apply();
stopButton.filters[0].Apply();
if (f)
{
buttonsEnabled = 1
forwButton.filters[0].transition = 3;
runButton.filters[0].transition = 3;
prevButton.filters[0].transition = 3;
forwButton.src=nextPath
runButton.src=playPath
prevButton.src=prevPath
forwButton.style.cursor="hand"
runButton.style.cursor="hand"
prevButton.style.cursor="hand"
}
else
{
buttonsEnabled = 0
forwButton.filters[0].transition = 2;
runButton.filters[0].transition = 2;
prevButton.filters[0].transition = 2;
prevButton.src=blankPath
forwButton.src=blankPath
runButton.src=blankPath
forwButton.style.cursor=""
runButton.style.cursor=""
prevButton.style.cursor=""
}
forwButton.filters[0].Play();
runButton.filters[0].Play();
prevButton.filters[0].Play();
stopButton.filters[0].Play();
}
function Film()
{
if (controlsEnabled)
{
ShowControls('Film')
Mode = "Film"
runSlidesFlag = 0
welcome.style.display = "none"
welcome2.style.display = "none"
controls.style.display = ""
if ((document.body.clientHeight - 220) > 0)
{
film.height = document.body.clientHeight - 220
}
film.style.display = ""
filmthumbs.style.display = ""
contact.style.display = "none"
slideshow.style.display = "none"
ShowButtons(0)
filmSelect(iImage)
doResize()
}
}
function Slideshow(x)
{
if (controlsEnabled)
{
ShowControls('Slideshow')
Mode = "Slideshow"
welcome.style.display = "none"
welcome2.style.display = "none"
controls.style.display = ""
slideshow.style.display = ""
if (x == "launch")
{
ShowStopButton()
}
else
{
ShowButtons(1)
}
contact.style.display = "none"
film.style.display = "none"
filmthumbs.style.display = "none"
slidemain.src = vImage[iImage]
doResize()
}
}
function Contact()
{
if (controlsEnabled)
{
ShowControls('Contact')
Mode = "Contact"
runSlidesFlag = 0
welcome.style.display = "none"
welcome2.style.display = "none"
controls.style.display = ""
contact.style.display = ""
slideshow.style.display = "none"
ShowButtons(0)
film.style.display = "none"
filmthumbs.style.display = "none"
}
}
function changeImage(x,y)
{
iImage = (iImage + vImage.length + x) % vImage.length
if (y == "notrans" || useTransitions != "yes")
{
slidemain.src = vImage[iImage]
}
else
{
slidemain.filters[0].Apply();
slidemain.filters[0].transition = 17
slidemain.src = vImage[iImage]
slidemain.filters[0].Play();
}
doResize()
}
function prevImage(x)
{
changeImage(-1,x)
}
function nextImage(x)
{
changeImage(+1,x)
}
function slideClick()
{
if (runSlidesFlag == 1)
{
runSlides()
}
nextImage("notrans")
}
function nextImageButton()
{
if (buttonsEnabled)
{
if (runSlidesFlag == 1)
{
runSlides()
}
nextImage("notrans")
}
}
function runSlidesButton()
{
if (buttonsEnabled)
{
if (runSlidesFlag == 0)
{
nextImage()
}
runSlides()
}
}
function prevImageButton()
{
if (buttonsEnabled)
{
if (runSlidesFlag == 1)
{
runSlides()
}
prevImage("notrans")
}
}
function exitButton()
{
window.parent.close()
}
function runSlides()
{
runSlidesFlag = (runSlidesFlag + 1) % 2
if (runSlidesFlag == 1)
{
runButton.src = pausePath
timeoutid = setTimeout("Ticker()", 5000)
}
else
{
clearTimeout(timeoutid)
runButton.src = playPath
}
}
function filmSelect(i)
{
iImage = i;
filmmain.src = vImage[i];
for (var j = 0 ; j < border="" border="#00b 2px solid" iimage =" i;" iimage =" i" src =" vImage[i]" onkeydown =" keyDown" 27 ="=" fullscreen ="=" 37 ="=" mode ="=" mode ="=" 39 ="=" mode ="=" mode ="=" 32 ="=" mode ="=" clientwidth =" (document.body.clientWidth" clientheight =" (document.body.clientHeight" mode ="=" cx =" cxImage[iImage]" cy =" cyImage[iImage]" cy =" cy" cx =" clientWidth" cx =" cx" cy =" clientHeight" mode ="=" width =" cx;" height =" cy;" width =" cx;" height =" cy;">
Friday, February 24, 2006
Its so difficulty to copy Arun Govil:P
WOw......it feels so nice to act...this is my pic acting in a "street play"in IIMA.
WE had won 1st prize for that~~~:)
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Valentine's Day
14th Feb
A day to express one's feelings, to allow the emotions flow like a river meeting into the ocean of love and faith.Mine is interesting too.
Being caught in the dogma of multiple theories,i cant decide for myself what I want.In fact the whole concept of "desire" is not stable.
I like a girl but not fully..only some major parts .But still why I am made to think of her.Just becauise i have no one else to fill the position i think she may have in case no one is there.
Again, its so nice to see,to know such a nice person.I dont know what they think of me but atleast know that i feel very honest with her and I am what I am with her.
I wish He allows me to meet such people all my life.
NOW I THINK I NEED YOU LORD.
A day to express one's feelings, to allow the emotions flow like a river meeting into the ocean of love and faith.Mine is interesting too.
Being caught in the dogma of multiple theories,i cant decide for myself what I want.In fact the whole concept of "desire" is not stable.
I like a girl but not fully..only some major parts .But still why I am made to think of her.Just becauise i have no one else to fill the position i think she may have in case no one is there.
Again, its so nice to see,to know such a nice person.I dont know what they think of me but atleast know that i feel very honest with her and I am what I am with her.
I wish He allows me to meet such people all my life.
NOW I THINK I NEED YOU LORD.
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