A traveller

Can you tell me what is it :)?


Go to the light to crush the dark
As the darkness is here, nor where we belong
Lost like strangers we walk here, for days long like years
In search of us, in search of love
The mind, the heart where stops commenting
The day shall come soon. when we will stop lamenting

Congratulations!!!

Paresh bhaiya finally entered the next level in the game of life. I wish him all the luck and smiles.

New is the breath, fresh is the feeling

In the place of unknown, I call you my own

Allow me to touch you, permit me to love you

Not like always but in many ways still one

The son in me looks for the shroud

The blanket of love for not me but us

The task is to stitch it, the plan is to work

You and you shall do it for all

Not now, not then but like a forever song

The brother in me showers respect

The bowed persona like the humble pie

Demanding her Right to Family with love & pride

O my dear ones! Unite but hug & fight

The person in me requests you and you

Life's not a game, still play it like never

Not mind, not brain, not emotions but faith

Look inside yourself for the divine grace

Not all get it, not all feel it

The magic of Some in the unearthly love

There's no hurry but the time is on run

Minds are many, but the feeling is one

Wishes flow to you, prayer goes to you

Do not sleep, do not run

Just. Just pray and see the fun.

Best of luck -

And smile as this was not your last mistake :P

I pray you have the mercy of Krsna!

Vibhu :)

A cry of a child

O Krishna! My lost love, My lost self
Time binds me, thoughts weakens me
The floating log hits me, the deep well sucks me
Your name is the key, Your Hand is the way
O my Master, O my Lord, make me Yours
My will is weak, my brain's torture
No independence I need now, till I grow
Grow to know You, to feel You as Your servant
Busy in You,loving You, serving You
O Krishna show me the way, give me the legs
For I know not how to walk, I know not how to sing
On the path of Your kingdom, the songs of Your mercy.

I am Time

Gautam, a lovely guy, scraped after a long time. His mentioning of 'time' opened my wings & I flew to touch Him through my words.

Time flies like the dreams of the night
Calling me black, green, blue, or white
Smile turns to me, pain beholds
Luxury I know not what, but divinity not to be told
Slowly & steadily I move with it
On the path of love & might
The stages are dark, the divide is clear
From one to other, I jump with smile
As always like never before, I claim to live
Loving you, loving me I act for Thy command
Time!......you were here & you will be here
Like The Me & The You, we'll reach there
To become One, still other
To Love You. still be loved

The Last Wedding

An old friend, first skype first, finally got her man. I am happy for her & wish her all the best for her life, which is in fact His.

The prince & the princess finally met again
Holding hands, dancing lips, they share again
The moments of touch, the moments of love

You are lucky Ju, I wish still more luck
The smile is there, I wish it stuck
Take care of the prince, and thus be loved

It's a new life, it's a new sun
Just look at the light, and have fun
Do what you like, do what he likes
Play like crazy, live like a daisy
Just as a friend, I request you now
As you live, do not forget HIM( the Lord)

My heart awaits

I want to paint you, compose you like a song
I want to touch you, lick you like the last drop
My ears cries for your voice, eyes crawl for the smile
The moments are mine. still these are all yours
You may be true, you may be false
Do I care? It's not a WAR
Am I real? a question of thought
Let me speak, let me talk
Let me kiss, let me spark
Oh! my love look here.
I am waiting for you.




The cry of the moment

No matter how much I write, I miss you
No matter how much I cry, I am dry
The feeling is only you, the answer is only you
I want to express, I wish to explode
How? I don't know. When? I don't know
You are my words, you are my poem
Emotions are you, these moments are you
Gone are those when the heart was lonely
Now someone dwells here, that someone is you
No past, no future, only present is the call Neha
I like you, I love you, this is NOW, forget rest all




The vanity of tears

I wish to become water, if the thirst is you
I wish to become smell, if the flower is you
Take me when you need me, do not think twice
I am yours, I am yours, it's just a matter of time

You make me dance, when you smile
You burn me like hell,the day you cry
Make me your medicine, give me your pain
For you are sweet & soft, for this destiny's game

Your tears are precious, your smile priceless
Like the thoughts in mind, your pain is worthless
Blessed are those, who have known you
Stupid are those, who have hurt you
Your heart is pure, your clothes have dirt
But the clothes will die, and you will be loved
Loved by Him, loved by all

No reason to cry, no reason to stop
Just live & love and love and live.

Her sister was hit by a couple of men. This triggered the romance to Truth.

The sound of deaf, the vision of blind

It's not your mistake, it's not mine
The pain is not now, the blood is not then
The suffering was there when you born
The suffering will be here when you die
No escape other than Lord, the truth I tell you now
No running away, no hiding away, it's the only way
People say a million things, they can't beat the death
The death which comes here like disease and pain
Again & again, but we think it's fine, and cry in vain

Life is beautiful, for the eyes who see Him
The touch is beautiful, for the sense who feels Him
The stone turns to flower, the fire turns to life
That is His magic, alas! we say we don't want.

We feel we are free, and the masters of our life
The life which kicks us, and always make us blind
Blind for the Love, blind for the Truth
We live with the closed eyes


No misery exists, no pain remains
When His name is called, the world seems rolled
Rolled in Love, coiled in Love
No pain, no tears, no fear stands
Just the moment rules and everything else's none
If not Him, then the life's a waste.

The whispered declaration

Those words ring here, the three shower thy mercy
Drowning me in smiles, lifting me up in skies
Memories came alive, of us in vivid dreams
Heart says you're a liar, but what then is the truthful scream?

Wondering the moment, is it sun or the rain
The shine throughout the day, or a drizzle of pain
The moment brings joys, the hours hits me hard
Is this real, is it right, brings the thoughts & a thought

My throat is choked, but I speak to loads
For you, for me. for us, for the sake of dreams
Dreams unreal, dreams momentary are questioned now
I love this moment, but I hate this all.

An IM to her

Are you dead, or breath still holds you
Are you sick, or the 'smiles' still moulds you
Cherishing the words you 'mercied upon me
I think of you , it's not very long ago

Life unfolds itself, the games are different
Different for you and me and me and you
We must play it, in the way of our own
Difference shall remain in the space of playing zone

Still your time feel good, your thoughts dig deep
Out of the real, this heart cries for your more


Funny is the world, funny is the bond
Of a man and a woman, whom the love forgets

It exists no more, stil remains the sole truth


This was an instant message sent through yahoo messenger after a long time to an old friend with whom I had spend some good fruitful and lovely time. The following is the explanation.

1-2 [This just asks you whether you are happy with your life now, or still the same good sad gloomy days :) ]
3-4 [Pretty clear I guess, I liked what you had ADVISED me, and I always remember the talks I had with you]
5-6 [[This is just a comment on the uncertainty of life, the truth that we actually controls nothing. The second line 'you & me' and 'me and you' stresses the difference in which we see the life as and the life in general]
7-8 [This says that anyhow we have to LIVE, and though we have our own problems, joyous moments, we both have a common thing, that is LIVING]
9-10 [ This shows how I sometime miss you, your words and the next line reflects how bad I feel for the mismatch in our lives. I wish I could be with you in your time space ( or vice versa). I wish I could know you better, give you more.But that's unreal :)]
11-12 [This shows my disappointment over the kind of relationship man & woman have now. The love, my love is devoid of human body, it's in spirits, as individuals, not just sentimental and I am scared I may not find such a life partner]
13 [I feel that particular relationship is best, but it's again too uthopic in view looking at the changing cultural ( lifestyle) trends]

Human attraction to human body, sparkling of human desires devoid of human spirit...ah ! I am too weak.

The Bathroom Cake

Shining skin kissed me all day
The embracing lips killed me in all ways

Your smile whetted my eyes, your eyes sucked all fame
No pride no anger no danger only fear of time
The time which is new like the new you & new me
Is the new for the better or just for the change
I hate changes though I accept them.Ah!
With tears and scars, I smile and I smile

Still not ready to die
Still not ready to run
Life is serious, but what about the fun?
Let me live, let me wait
For those who came, and those who are late
My minds stops me, the hope pulls me

This fight is tight, not now, not then
But this way, it becomes a forever delight

LOVE

Feelings are feelings... temporary, permanent, real, unreal ( source) ...... how to fight them ..they are so delicate :)....

I miss you when I sleep, miss you when awake
I think you when I walk, I feel you when I play
I call you when in need, I hurt you when in pain
The voice waits for ears, the eyes wait for eyes
As my 'thoughts' torture . your smile nutures
I grow. My heart grows. The love grows.
Not you not me but the whole divine
Sings it says it dances it, but I am deaf & blind.
Don't be scared. Don't be you.
Let Him play & play with Him.

Silhouettes

Movement stops me. The memories dies.
The smell is gone, the taste's no more
Continuity of life. It is now unknown
Package is interesting but its not my own

They were the souls. My souls which I wore.
They died? Souls died? Or the soul is the biggest foul

Difficult it is to believe what I believe

People don't smell the same flower
People don't drink the same water
Life is learning I had been knowing
But I feel as if I have stopped growing
Have I changed or the time turned the role
From king to beggar I move. I move alone

May be the king is among beggars who knows.
I feel then life goes on in a way you'll never know.



What a Sem....I lost 3!!!!! I am not happy with you...game's going too hard on me.

Falling Drops

Drops you fall so light
Like a dream . A dream so bright
The course you take you know
Lucky you.I have to bow.Bow?
In the world of chains,thy shall not move
If one does,its no more bigger than a groove
I wish to be small. Small as you are
No praise. No noise. No chains
Am waiting for them. The clouds
The one pouring me down of the this game
And I will be free
And I will be falling
To not to wake up ever again

The Links!

Either I am crazy... ,does the world gone wild?
The words aren't enough,have they closed their eyes?
Sounds was enough,now the looks count
The venus rocks,alas its not in my walls
Emotions flow.Flow in vain into oceans.
Oceans of pricking pain & scream
Do the currents change their course
Do the sun changes motion
The question remains where it is
Am I a current ,am I the sun?
In the yes hides the how
Brain unable to solve the knots.
The knots.The knots of love & faith.
Have I changed,am I at zero.
Need not the thought
Need not the voice
Time is the key,the unfolding tee
Lets wait and wait,the game shall start soon.

The Rise

The doors are wide. The tide is here now.
The game was a life . Haa....life 's a game now.

Time played. Played very well.
People cried. Rain dried. Its my independence.

Freedom to work. Freedom to fight.
Beyond the life, I shall move.
Time for me to kill time.
Vengeance I desire.Its not you.
True not from you but from self.

With hope crying out loud
I shall rise. Rise like a sun.
Burning the prints.Prints?
The one that never existed.

Open thy eyes. Hear me.
Kiss me. Love me. Just.
Let me do what I do
Let me live in THE CITY-El Dorado.

The Incomplete Return

Why this happens I don't make it
If it isn't true why thy not fake it.

The one close appears further
The thoughts not pure,not true

I can see drops.Drops of water in fire
The hint of love.Love for me in her
I want her.I don't want her.
I don't need her .Not at all.
I need it. Not hi but a call?

Impossible is the thing,cruel is the time
Still.Still I wish to think her

The weather is fine, for me its killing
The sky is same,why then it isn't falling

I am a prince,you told me
Then why I crave for breathing.


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P.S. The 4-5 is Nishi!
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Alone I move

I speak.I smile. I shout
Why you cry.Why you feel dry
I blame .Yes I blame him.
Haunt me now & then.The venus.
Why can't I move right
Why can't I speak tight

Am I a dragon.Am I an empty gun
No one around me.No one beside me.
No one with me.Everyone ahead of me.
Mocking.Playing.Blaming. Ah!!!.......

Aren't am a human.Aren't am alive
Don't I have a heart.Can't I smile for a while.
I know nothing to it.I take everything of it.
World's not for me I agree
People not for me I agree
But don't make me fake
Make me to my degree.

I know.I know the choice I have.
To choose the world or christ
But I am innocent now.dumb now
I can smell yet there's no flower
I can touch yet there's no skin
I can play yet no game
Can I live a life so lame?

The pocket I have is empty
The heart I have is bleedy
The ears I have are tired
My way.My way seems to be wired
I ask you my Lord.Is this the game.
The game you play now & then.
If yes then say you don't lie
Coz I can never know why

I am blind.But I can see.
Open the world so I can be in.

Nature-caper

Play of time is known to me,yet am ignorant
Assumption is the rock.The rock that stops the flow

I find tears in the pool of smile
I see death evolved from the first breath
I see I am deaf.I cry I am set.
I shout I am high .I move but.But I lie


Mirage is what I must say.Should I ?
Solving the maze is the passion now
And fun is the nature's gestures
Just have stopped.To wait & watch
Watch the life like flow of time.

The way

i KNOW...the truth lies here...in me...
The importance can't be neglected as it the seen path as for now...
Keep thinking...about
people....places.....things...relationships.....existence...I know you will get an answer
Keep thinking!!!!

I love you Mom

Don't know.Read a mail.Got emotional. Hence I am writing here...
I love my mother,the only person who loves me.It may sound crude...but in the toughest definition she would be suited.
I don't know how ....why.Just she is someone I will always miss once she is not in my life.
Sometimes a cold shiver runs through my body thinking that she will not be here in a few years...
Oh....this is reality.
What can I do?.... I can make her smile....I can be what she wants of me.....I can be her SON.
I love you mother....

Ladle is your weapon when I fight in cradle
Love is the dose when am among thorns
The feeling.The feeling always remains
What will transedental do here?
The link is unknown but the touch is inherited
You have loved me, how will I do to you?
Can I?Can I be what is I am supposed to be
Mom.My Darling!.I will.A promise .
Will not let you go like the way you have been.
:*:*:*:*:*:* and yeah one thing I know
My end is in cove and my life is your love.