And back it comes

Love & Lord O thy glory tunes
It comes back to me now
Like a slow poison

Was I like that when my mother was my world
And when my memory didn't belong to me
Is it just a game or a strange mirror of being

Now it's time when I wait
And I wait for it to come
The restlessness of my emptiness
when shall dance with lonliness

When you love..

The love I want
On face you wear
Looking eyes not me
Still love it is

The smile the spark
And desire to serve
Does it even matter
Not me not me

Love you I do
Happy you be happy
Weak jealous I am
And I will suffer