Dep Valfi

I didn't feel like attending the department valedictory function as I found that I'd no emotions for the event. Furthermore, my mental state didn't permit me to stay there just to please my friends. They got annoyed and left me wondering why.


Am I blind?

Can I see if I am mad?
Is right what makes everyone bright?
Judge is me, the person is me
The lawyer is me & the punishment is me
Have I grown up for this kind of place
Did I learn which you call the worldly ways?
What can I do when the world is different for me
Where living has been abandoned in search of life
And the moment has been embraced among tears & smiles

Don't stop me and just let me wear
The masks you say I have if at all
Not proud I am to see you sad
As I did not intend such tyranny
It's my loss of prestige & attention
Which you give me in dose of love
Do I apologize is the question unknown
But the feeling's not a desire; that's for sure.

What if I could wish~!

I can feel a strange pain; a fear that she has chosen the tough path to evolve. The fear has it's origin from a sense of belonging; who & whom? I have no answer.


Love calls for words

In the world of I, the decision is yours
As the life is yours & yours are its seeds
Of pain & pleasure, of thorns & treasures
As they lie in the womb of unknown seconds

I see the blood, I feel the pain
As you run from now and call for the breath
Midst mist of cough and you thought some death
Alas! Thus, tired of the screams you set to shout

Darker is the life it seems to me
Don't live in it rather embrace the death

Strange it is, the bonds of love
Binding one end with the others' right to fly free
The judgment suspends you, my questions censure me
To feel it again, to think of you again

What can I do so doing may not be yours
May be it's your embrace that's the victory of bond
But you seem to fail, as we all do in many
As we keep them waiting, and leave them burning.

When the prof. teaches......

1)

Rules of the game engulf the scent
Of spirit, of reason, of dream, of sense
Clouds of wrath changes face in dawn
As they pour the unknown fears

Swinging in the yes & swirling in the no
I smile, I cry, I wet myself & I feel dry
Time kills my dream, I kill its essence
I wonder what it is, and I am bound in its state

2)

Dissatisfaction deludes dozen doves of divinity
Charming cheers chill the clumsy chores in me
Spreading sporting shells of surprises they share
Bringing bliss, beast and beauty blasts on my board

Oasis

Rose is finally engaged. I am happy for her. May she finds her way to the dimension which we all seek knowingly or unknowingly.


Endless was the ocean, 'wet' were all the dreams
As I sailed through the sea of life in this growing ship
No dear, no near just a dim light of Him
Now shows it's lustre in form of a new realm
Green in it's form, fresh in it's smell
It's an oasis midst lonely waters
The land may be hot, the winds may be cold
But I shall not stop as it's a step to move and learn
The life's lesson to grow forever now rings in me
The distant Home of me now feels close to me