An IM to her

Are you dead, or breath still holds you
Are you sick, or the 'smiles' still moulds you
Cherishing the words you 'mercied upon me
I think of you , it's not very long ago

Life unfolds itself, the games are different
Different for you and me and me and you
We must play it, in the way of our own
Difference shall remain in the space of playing zone

Still your time feel good, your thoughts dig deep
Out of the real, this heart cries for your more


Funny is the world, funny is the bond
Of a man and a woman, whom the love forgets

It exists no more, stil remains the sole truth


This was an instant message sent through yahoo messenger after a long time to an old friend with whom I had spend some good fruitful and lovely time. The following is the explanation.

1-2 [This just asks you whether you are happy with your life now, or still the same good sad gloomy days :) ]
3-4 [Pretty clear I guess, I liked what you had ADVISED me, and I always remember the talks I had with you]
5-6 [[This is just a comment on the uncertainty of life, the truth that we actually controls nothing. The second line 'you & me' and 'me and you' stresses the difference in which we see the life as and the life in general]
7-8 [This says that anyhow we have to LIVE, and though we have our own problems, joyous moments, we both have a common thing, that is LIVING]
9-10 [ This shows how I sometime miss you, your words and the next line reflects how bad I feel for the mismatch in our lives. I wish I could be with you in your time space ( or vice versa). I wish I could know you better, give you more.But that's unreal :)]
11-12 [This shows my disappointment over the kind of relationship man & woman have now. The love, my love is devoid of human body, it's in spirits, as individuals, not just sentimental and I am scared I may not find such a life partner]
13 [I feel that particular relationship is best, but it's again too uthopic in view looking at the changing cultural ( lifestyle) trends]